Thursday, April 27

Things didn't use to be this way. But I suppose I've got to get used to it, seeing that the situation is never going to revert to the way it was before just because, what, I want it to? Therefore, it won't. I can only get used to it. Period. Oh well.

My supposed post about love is, at last count, 66 000 days late. But I really can't think of stuff to write about that kind of topic. Fors, you got me. LOL. I was stumped.

Well, this is probably my last stop before the exams. Or second-last. Time to mug.

Exams start on tuesday. Which coincidentally happens to be JW's birthday. HAHA. No time to celebrate! Everyone's gonna have to rush home to study. xD

Went to Raymond's house again today. I think I hamper his studying cause. But I really, really felt like having company today. And he was so obliging. Like, whee. =D love ya Ray. He even gave me this gorgeous blueberry cheesecake thing. He acted like he just had too much at home, but I knew the truth. HE'S IN LOVE WITH ME. HAHA. Kidding. I shouldn't be saying that. =x

Mid-years! I want to prove myself to Mr Tan. You wanna call my parents?? NO CHANCE. LOL. =p

*yawn* Okay that's it. I don't have much to say. Let's look forward to the future, yea guys??

Oh yes. Everyone who reads this post will have a blessed two weeks of exams! =DD

Tuesday, April 11

Dicey awoke to a thick, black silence. She slipped out of bed and went to the window. Night smothered the land. A dark wind blew clouds over the face of the moon and over the little stars. This kind of wind blew in clear weather. So tomorrow would be a good day to begin travelling again.

I ran home from the bus stop, threw myself into the shower and just stoned under the shower. After I woke from my half-slumber, I just swallowed water till I was bloated and feeling like a balloon, but I still didn't stop till my body felt 6 times heavier. I didn't care. It just felt so good.

That's just my weird habit. I dislike the aftermath, but the process feels great.

Haha.

Yesterday, 4V vs. 3V, TMS cup. 4V won, duhh. 3-0. Sam thinks it's because he was manager, but he's delusional. Let him be. That's the way things are. You can't help everyone, but you can try. =) Sam, I wash my hands off ya.
x)

Today was 4N vs. 3A. IT WAS NICE. 4N scored 2 goals in like 10 minutes, and we (the audience) decided that 3A was going to be, to them, a pushover. In fact they didn't seem to even have to push. They only needed to blow. =x that was in the first half.

Second half, and all of a sudden, 3A rebounded with 2 goals of their own. Yuxiang said later that his team had started to relax. They got complacent. But it was alright, I had thought, but 3A scored again, making it 2-3. I think it was then, that Kaiwu asked Yuxiang to replace him. He had broken his glasses at some point. Like no wonder, he was being a goalkeeper without glasses. Then somebody from 4N scored, and it was 3-3. From there, I guess their morale got raised, and it continued uphill from there. The game ended at 6-3. Good right?? Haha. =)

All the way 4N, 4V!! Too bad 4I didn't join. They decided without me it wasn't worth joining. =x kidding! I can't play soccer for nuts.

Tomorrow's speech day, so we get released early. Sam's organising a pool party. Table pool, not pool pool. Get it? Lol.

~joy. =)

Tuesday, April 4

I've come to love the rain.

I love how it makes the day cooler, makes the air damp, makes the ground soft.
I love how it keeps everyone indoors, and makes the waiting soccer players swear.
I love how rain washes away the old, and heralds the new.
I love how the rain brings back memories.

Memories happy and sad.
Memories of highs and lows.
Memories of me walking alone, and of others walking with me. Friends.

Friends who stand by me through thick and thin, rain and shine.
Friends who are merely fair-weather, but are great to have at the moment.
Friends who urge me on, friends who make me stumble.

But friends are friends. And i treasure them lots. Whether they've been there for me often or not, they've most definitely made a difference in my life, and I would never trade any of you for the world.

Think I'm bluffing? Try me. (:


I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you.